[ it's sort of the natural opposite of what the moonshade order wanted at home - the other extreme. a perfect world is a farce, and it would never stay perfect. ]
...Still. It sounds to me as if you've decided that you must carry this burden, whatever it is. Is it a form of self-punishment?
[ you cant just ask someone if they beat themselves up all the time emotionally ]
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[ it's sort of the natural opposite of what the moonshade order wanted at home - the other extreme. a perfect world is a farce, and it would never stay perfect. ]
...Still. It sounds to me as if you've decided that you must carry this burden, whatever it is. Is it a form of self-punishment?
[ you cant just ask someone if they beat themselves up all the time emotionally ]