[ The walls crumble a little at the head pat, the smallest touch finding a crack and bringing it all tumbling down.
It's his brother who he has in mind as that "someone," his precious baby brother who is his greatest love as well as his greatest regret. Sometimes it feels like his brother does all he can to make Hanako miserable; other times he's met with a tight hug, an affectionate nuzzle, the comforting knowledge that despite everything, he's still here.
His friends, his teacher, his teammates, they'd want him to be happy. He knows this. But how can he, when he destroyed the very thing that brought him happiness with his own hands. ]
I don't... [ think? no, he knows. ] I won't ever forgive myself for what I did.
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It's his brother who he has in mind as that "someone," his precious baby brother who is his greatest love as well as his greatest regret. Sometimes it feels like his brother does all he can to make Hanako miserable; other times he's met with a tight hug, an affectionate nuzzle, the comforting knowledge that despite everything, he's still here.
His friends, his teacher, his teammates, they'd want him to be happy. He knows this. But how can he, when he destroyed the very thing that brought him happiness with his own hands. ]
I don't... [ think? no, he knows. ] I won't ever forgive myself for what I did.