[thanks for your dedication to destroying me. calling him shishou of all things also destroys him, so that's fun, too.
he made the decision to admit the truth, even if that means admitting he never had any business being anyone's shishou. but i think in this moment he understands something for the first time, something he knew was true for hanako but never considered how true it was overall. sometimes you do need something to believe in for a little while, even if it's fake, even if there was never anything special about it. you can't live in a fantasy world forever, but for just a little while, when it's too hard to contemplate a world where nothing has the power to save you, maybe there's nothing wrong with having something to hold onto while you find your footing.
making people believe in him is the only thing he's ever been able to do. but if he can use it for something like this...maybe there's value in that.
he sneezes.]
Thought so. I'm a little allergic to moon dust, actually. So I'll put this someplace safe.
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he made the decision to admit the truth, even if that means admitting he never had any business being anyone's shishou. but i think in this moment he understands something for the first time, something he knew was true for hanako but never considered how true it was overall. sometimes you do need something to believe in for a little while, even if it's fake, even if there was never anything special about it. you can't live in a fantasy world forever, but for just a little while, when it's too hard to contemplate a world where nothing has the power to save you, maybe there's nothing wrong with having something to hold onto while you find your footing.
making people believe in him is the only thing he's ever been able to do. but if he can use it for something like this...maybe there's value in that.
he sneezes.]
Thought so. I'm a little allergic to moon dust, actually. So I'll put this someplace safe.