[ It's always something to hear that he's liked despite everything he is and did. He's not quite sure what the at something is, exactly, but it's something. ]
My morals aren't that bad... [ but they are and he knows it, so it's less than half-hearted ] But that's good. Murder isn't something you can redeem yourself for anyways.
I don't think they are, but I'm not a goody-two shoes.
[she just simply does not think killing a person is a bad thing unless she liked that person and then you're the worst, probably. she's too old to be a good person.]
... I'm all wrong. [she says, after a second. closing her eyes.] I've been stuck for three days and it's - bad, it's unbearable.
It takes him a moment to fit pieces together, the fact that it's been three days that their powers got switched around, that Nimona's was a part of how she was back home, and now that's been changed completely. It's like when Hanako first got here and found that he had to breathe and eat and sleep— it was disconcerting, but at least it was how he used to be, however long ago. ]
...I wish I knew how to give it back to you. [ maybe if he kills Danny. that's starting to sound like a better and better idea. ]
Does anything make it better? Is there anything I can do to make it better?
[she would be lying if she hadn't considered killing danny to see if she'd get her powers back. seeing him transform today was a mess - he was protecting himself, but all she could see was what she didn't have. she exhales sharply and scrubs at her face.]
A couple people have offered to turn me into stuff. Like animals. With the Wonderballs. [she says, wrapping her arms around herself again.] It just feels weird to ask them to do it.
[owing people sucks.]
I wish I could fix it but I can't and I'm, like, I'm itchy, on the inside, I feel like I want to turn myself inside out. This can't last more than a week. It can't.
[she immediately looks sour at that first part. she does not want to be left with tiger!!]
And what's gonna happen if it doesn't work and you go on trial, huh? And you get voted for? [a beat.] I don't want to be alone with Tiger. I can't stand them.
[she doesn't really like any of the leaders, but she doesn't want to outright say that, considering.]
[ ...he's not really sure how he'd answer that either. He's always been alone too, in some form, but at the same time he's constantly haunted by his twin brother since the day they were born. And he's always been himself— he'll always be himself— but just how much of "himself" is left after he'd become what he is?
complicated questions with no good answer.
Nimona looks at him and he looks back, for a moment, expression unreadable. Then he leans in to wrap his arms around her in a hug. ]
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My morals aren't that bad... [ but they are and he knows it, so it's less than half-hearted ] But that's good. Murder isn't something you can redeem yourself for anyways.
[ ... ]
What's wrong?
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[she just simply does not think killing a person is a bad thing unless she liked that person and then you're the worst, probably. she's too old to be a good person.]
... I'm all wrong. [she says, after a second. closing her eyes.] I've been stuck for three days and it's - bad, it's unbearable.
[she is reaching a Limit]
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It takes him a moment to fit pieces together, the fact that it's been three days that their powers got switched around, that Nimona's was a part of how she was back home, and now that's been changed completely. It's like when Hanako first got here and found that he had to breathe and eat and sleep— it was disconcerting, but at least it was how he used to be, however long ago. ]
...I wish I knew how to give it back to you. [ maybe if he kills Danny. that's starting to sound like a better and better idea. ]
Does anything make it better? Is there anything I can do to make it better?
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A couple people have offered to turn me into stuff. Like animals. With the Wonderballs. [she says, wrapping her arms around herself again.] It just feels weird to ask them to do it.
[owing people sucks.]
I wish I could fix it but I can't and I'm, like, I'm itchy, on the inside, I feel like I want to turn myself inside out. This can't last more than a week. It can't.
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He stands up, abruptly. ]
I'll do something about it.
[ That "something" is murdering Danny right here and now ]
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What? Like what?
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I'm going to go take care of Danny!
[ (: !!! ]
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it takes her a second, but.]
If you mean shank him, don't. I don't want to be the only one left. [her team!!
"is this the only reason she's protesting" good question]
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[ RIP your team, but Danny has to die ]
And you have me! And Mouse! I'm sure they'd let you be an honorary member, just like Tama is.
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And what's gonna happen if it doesn't work and you go on trial, huh? And you get voted for? [a beat.] I don't want to be alone with Tiger. I can't stand them.
[she doesn't really like any of the leaders, but she doesn't want to outright say that, considering.]
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It's not like I wouldn't have a good reason... [ he killed for Nimona's sake? surely anybody would understand that. ]
...is being alone worse than not being you?
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augh though this is a good question, and she opens her mouth - and then closes it. it takes a minute for her to figure out how to even answer that.]
I... don't know. [...] I've always been both. [alone and herself.] So I... I don't know.
[she glances at him.] I don't really care about the team stuff. I just don't always want to be the last one standing.
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complicated questions with no good answer.
Nimona looks at him and he looks back, for a moment, expression unreadable. Then he leans in to wrap his arms around her in a hug. ]
You won't be the last one. I'm here.