[ As if that explains everything. Hanako's the older brother, so of course he has to take responsibility. ]
It never really came up. But he's the reason why I... —!?
[ It's only a blip of a memory that gets a chance to show up this time, before Hanako slices it in half with his knife. He knows what came right after that, and he doesn't- can't- reexperience it again. ]
[she startles slightly when he slices at the panel, but. it's not like she blames him. if she hadn't gone nearly catatonic watching her tragic backstory play out in front of her for the fifth time today earlier she might have run.]
[ Hate that Tsukasa is super cute sometimes despite his everything, and Hanako keeps slicing the panels in half before any more of the scene can play out. And it hurts every time he does it, knuckles white, jaw set, as if Nimona can't also feel the guilt he has in his heart for his brother, the fear, the disgust, the sorrow, the love. ]
...nothing. He did nothing wrong.
[ Tsukasa did SO many things wrong, but it's not his fault. Hanako is the reason he's like that. ]
[ out of cyoa hell and straight into death day hell
He can feel his heart squeeze when Nimona destroys the last panel, and wonders how much worse it will be when he has to do it himself, the inevitable. But he's been avoiding it for this long, and it's not like he can do anything about it here, so he slowly unclenches his fists— he hadn't realized he'd been squeezing Nimona's hand so tightly— and forces himself to breathe out.
... ]
...It's just family drama. Something for me alone to deal with.
[ it's a small mmhm, the kind that silently pleads her not to press for more, because that'll lead into a rabbit hole of how his brother became a ghost and why he did what he did, but I don't have concrete canon for that yet so he's going to swerve and change the subject. ]
You were really little, before. Could you choose what age you look like?
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[ As if that explains everything. Hanako's the older brother, so of course he has to take responsibility. ]
It never really came up. But he's the reason why I... —!?
[ It's only a blip of a memory that gets a chance to show up this time, before Hanako slices it in half with his knife. He knows what came right after that, and he doesn't- can't- reexperience it again. ]
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... What did he do?
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...nothing. He did nothing wrong.
[ Tsukasa did SO many things wrong, but it's not his fault. Hanako is the reason he's like that. ]
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she doesn't seem to blame him for just - cutting the frames over and over. she won't stop him, holding his hand tightly still if he lets her.
and when the last one comes up, she punches it, helping him get rid of it.]
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He can feel his heart squeeze when Nimona destroys the last panel, and wonders how much worse it will be when he has to do it himself, the inevitable. But he's been avoiding it for this long, and it's not like he can do anything about it here, so he slowly unclenches his fists— he hadn't realized he'd been squeezing Nimona's hand so tightly— and forces himself to breathe out.
... ]
...It's just family drama. Something for me alone to deal with.
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he can squeeze her hand as much as he wants.]
I haven't had family drama in like a thousand years, so I don't know that I'd give good advice anyway.
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[ family drama the day you were born?? ]
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Yeah. Like if you want me to be really specific I guess it was like nine hundred and four years ago or something like that. I forgot.
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That's still such a long time. I don't think any family can be peaceful for that long.
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[ mom? dad? cute little evil twin brother? ]
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I think. I don't really remember.
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That's alright. I haven't thought about my parents in a long time either.
[ a measly 50 years for him, but still ]
Besides my brother, I don't have anybody else. That's probably why I'm so scared to lose him again.
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she hums.]
... You don't have anybody at all? [a beat.] Is he also a ghost?
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[ it's a small mmhm, the kind that silently pleads her not to press for more, because that'll lead into a rabbit hole of how his brother became a ghost and why he did what he did, but I don't have concrete canon for that yet so he's going to swerve and change the subject. ]
You were really little, before. Could you choose what age you look like?
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I can where I come from. I've never really tried here. [asks the mods if she can because i desperately want her to be baby]
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You can choose what you look like, then? You had these... really fat ankles?
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also rude she just gives him a LOOK]
Okay, well, don't be a dick about it.
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[ her charm point... radish legs ]