My crew will not mutiny, wow. [nyeh] Whatever it is you can hang it wherever you want on the boat.
[speaking of which - it is just chilling on the beach where they haphazardly parked it! it's nothing fancy, it's like. a cargo ship, essentially. the cabin is where she's got all her flags pinned - there's only two right now, but it's a start.]
[ they'll mutiny. that's the fun in being a pirate.
he does pull Nimona along, though, when the ship comes into sight, eager to see whether she'd managed to blackmail Temenos into any cannons yet. what are these flags, what's on them ]
Saya, for sure. You, if you want. I haven't asked anybody else.
[she has not blackmailed him yet because things got crazy before she could but! the first flag is a black flag with a skull and crossbones, but the teeth are sharp and jagged like a shark's, it has dragon wings, and fire in the eyeholes. all of it is colored pink. the second one is a sunset in these colors with a very simple blue line to represent a wave underneath for the background, and then a sort of stylized (not great) pink shark instead of the usual skull. the crossbones are still the same though. this one is really. messy, and has pink splatters all over it, but it's the thought that counts.
she adjusts ace's hat when she looks at the both of them with a little smile.]
[ he opens his mouth for a moment because, like, he'd invite Nimona to his world if he thought it'd be any fun, but not only would the two of them not be able to hang out, Nimona's likely to get exorcised by the student body president on sight ]
[ hmm... that's tough. he isn't sure of a place where there are others like nimona and it's the norm. he knows somebody who can shift into a fox, but it's just the one creature and she's not pink. ]
...I don't know either. But I know you'll find it, whether that's in a pirate ship or a space ship, you'll find the place that makes you happy.
[ there's infinite stars in the sky. one of them will light the place she calls home ]
there's a pause, and she just. immediately rubs her face.]
... Hanako. [she waits, though, because the last time he did this to her it was a she thought he killed reigen fakeout, so she just stares at him. keep talking.]
okay, this takes her a second to process, but here's the good thing - telling her now is what makes it so that she doesn't throw him into the ocean. instead of waiting. instead of pretending.
and like, this is different. and while she feels - a lot of things all at once, she kind of just leans back against the boat and closes her eyes.]
... Okay. Why? [she's steady. she doesn't even really sound... mad. just tired.]
[ He thinks he'd rather be thrown into the ocean to drown than have to talk about it. Nimona keeping her cool unsettles him more than anything. ]
Everybody in the Fox team are good people. If one of them didn't kill this week, there would be no more chances. I couldn't take that risk. [ so. he used vane. and danny was an easy choice because he didn't like danny to begin with, but more than that— ]
I know you didn't want to be the only one left... But if you were, nobody would dare touch you.
the more he talks, the less angry she is. he killed danny, using vane, and that sucks but - she didn't really care about vane, and she was so, so angry at danny this past week, and... he did it, because he didn't want the foxes to have to do it by choice.
how could she be mad at that? he wanted to make sure everything worked. and he broke his promise, but in the end, he still was trying to protect her, and maybe that's fucked up but she's never had it before. she's never had people care like this.
she loves him too, and - well. she has her reasons for this being less of a blow.
so, carefully, she holds out a hand to him. come here.]
It's that conversation that's still on his mind, so when Nimona first holds her hand out, he flinches and draws back. People hating him, hitting him, crying and yelling at him, it's normal and- more often than not- justified. He's been told again and again that his methods are too extreme, and nothing he does warrants forgiveness, so Nimona holding her hand out to him is unsettling, the very same way Will's healing always unsettled him. It's the warmth, the comfort, the love, the safety, it's the way it makes him want to cry and the way he can't stop the tears from falling now.
He reaches for her hand with not one but with both of his, clasping hers in his. small and trembling, desperate. ]
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[ dino claws? easy. hands? a nightmare ]
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[ this is his hopes and dreams they're talking about, get your own ]
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Well, you're not coming up with anything, so someone's gotta be the brains around here.
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That's because I wanted to go with the moon, but everybody here hates it.
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Don't let some melodramatic babyman ruin your moon dreams. Do whatever you want.
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Nimona, your crew is going to mutiny and burn down your ship if they saw a moon flag. That's not worth it- I'll think of something else.
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[speaking of which - it is just chilling on the beach where they haphazardly parked it! it's nothing fancy, it's like. a cargo ship, essentially. the cabin is where she's got all her flags pinned - there's only two right now, but it's a start.]
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[ they'll mutiny. that's the fun in being a pirate.
he does pull Nimona along, though, when the ship comes into sight, eager to see whether she'd managed to blackmail Temenos into any cannons yet. what are these flags, what's on them ]
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[she has not blackmailed him yet because things got crazy before she could but! the first flag is a black flag with a skull and crossbones, but the teeth are sharp and jagged like a shark's, it has dragon wings, and fire in the eyeholes. all of it is colored pink. the second one is a sunset in these colors with a very simple blue line to represent a wave underneath for the background, and then a sort of stylized (not great) pink shark instead of the usual skull. the crossbones are still the same though. this one is really. messy, and has pink splatters all over it, but it's the thought that counts.
she adjusts ace's hat when she looks at the both of them with a little smile.]
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Huh? What about Tama? Or Nico?
[ nimona's 78359094203 friends???? ]
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They're all going back to their own worlds? [so obviously they can't be part of her crew...]
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[ didn't he also say he was going back? ]
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[her expression is a little fuzzy here for some reason. weird.]
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...what sort of place do you want to go?
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a pause, as she kind of frowns, rubbing at her temple. and then:]
I don't know. A place where I'm not... [a beat.] A place where I'm not the only one like me.
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...I don't know either. But I know you'll find it, whether that's in a pirate ship or a space ship, you'll find the place that makes you happy.
[ there's infinite stars in the sky. one of them will light the place she calls home ]
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It's fine if I don't. I'm sick of going places I'm not wanted. [there's something that feels... wrong, about that, though, and she's not sure why.]
... Maybe it'll be better with Saya coming along, I don't know, I just don't want her to be shunned, too.
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It's people who want you, not places. So as long as you have Saya there, you'll always be wanted. It's the same with me.
[ even if. he looks conflicted about that. ... If this bites him in the ass, he's never listening to Datz ever again. ]
Nimona, you know I love you. I want nothing more than for you to be safe, alive, and happy. Even if it meant breaking my promise.
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there's a pause, and she just. immediately rubs her face.]
... Hanako. [she waits, though, because the last time he did this to her it was a she thought he killed reigen fakeout, so she just stares at him. keep talking.]
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I was the one who made Vane kill Danny.
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okay, this takes her a second to process, but here's the good thing - telling her now is what makes it so that she doesn't throw him into the ocean. instead of waiting. instead of pretending.
and like, this is different. and while she feels - a lot of things all at once, she kind of just leans back against the boat and closes her eyes.]
... Okay. Why? [she's steady. she doesn't even really sound... mad. just tired.]
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Everybody in the Fox team are good people. If one of them didn't kill this week, there would be no more chances. I couldn't take that risk. [ so. he used vane. and danny was an easy choice because he didn't like danny to begin with, but more than that— ]
I know you didn't want to be the only one left... But if you were, nobody would dare touch you.
[ she would be safe. ]
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the more he talks, the less angry she is. he killed danny, using vane, and that sucks but - she didn't really care about vane, and she was so, so angry at danny this past week, and... he did it, because he didn't want the foxes to have to do it by choice.
how could she be mad at that? he wanted to make sure everything worked. and he broke his promise, but in the end, he still was trying to protect her, and maybe that's fucked up but she's never had it before. she's never had people care like this.
she loves him too, and - well. she has her reasons for this being less of a blow.
so, carefully, she holds out a hand to him. come here.]
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It's that conversation that's still on his mind, so when Nimona first holds her hand out, he flinches and draws back. People hating him, hitting him, crying and yelling at him, it's normal and- more often than not- justified. He's been told again and again that his methods are too extreme, and nothing he does warrants forgiveness, so Nimona holding her hand out to him is unsettling, the very same way Will's healing always unsettled him. It's the warmth, the comfort, the love, the safety, it's the way it makes him want to cry and the way he can't stop the tears from falling now.
He reaches for her hand with not one but with both of his, clasping hers in his. small and trembling, desperate. ]
...I'm sorry for hurting you.
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